Don’t Fall in Love with A Writer

“don’t fall in love with a writer “, they said
because you can see yourself in her words
how she describes you
and takes you back to the past

in her words, you are reminded of the first day you met her
the moment you walked towards her and
you just couldn’t keep your eyes off of her

how you held her hand for the first time
how the warmth of her embrace made you feel home
how her presence is like a safe haven to you

her words began dancing in your mind as you remember
when you and she danced the night away in the rain
when all you did was laughing on the stupid joke she cracked

yes, she still remembers every detail like the back of her hands
that’s why she writes it all
she wants you to remember it as well

but it was also her words that remind you
of the morning
you lost her

 x.

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A Trail of Broken Hearts

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Dear my friend January,

You know deep down he is not going to stay, but you keep listening to what your heart says. You still hold on to any possibility that might happen. You are just overwhelmed by the amount of attention he gave to you–something you have been craving for. You love the experience, not the person. You barely even know him. Do you even know little things about him? Has he ever opened up to you? I know you like the back of my hands. I know you value connection the most, so why are you acting like this when you know the truth. He is just like the wave in the ocean. As much as you love the waves when it gracefully hits the shores, but it was never yours to keep.

Save yourself from the heartbreak, do not waste your time crying over someone who has been leaving a trail of broken hearts everywhere he goes. Believe me, you do not want to lose yourself in the way of loving someone. If it’s meant to be, you will come across him one day, and this time, I believe, is not by chance but by fate. In the meantime, enjoy the moment while it lasts. Carpe diem

Yours Truly,

February

Caged

You are the one I wanted most to stay
but just like a bird
You aren’t meant to stay in one place only
You aren’t meant to be caged
you are meant to be free in search for home
Home where you feels safer
than anywhere in this world
so fly on…
I set you free

For You by Lang Leav

Here are the things I want for you –

I want you to be happy. I want someone else to know the warmth of your smile, to feel the way I did when I was in your presence.

I want you to know how happy you once made me and though you really did hurt me, in the end, I was better for it. I don’t know if what we had was love, but if it wasn’t, I hope to never fall in love. Because of you, I know I am too fragile to bear it.

I want you to remember my lips beneath your fingers and how you told me things you never told another soul. I want you to know that I have kept sacred, everything you had entrusted in me and I always will.

Finally, I want you to know how sorry I am for pushing you away when I had only meant to bring you closer. And if I ever felt like home to you, it was because you were safe with me. – I want you to know that most of all.

–Lang Leav

Everglow – Coldplay

Oh they say people come
They say people go
This particular diamond was extra special
And though you might be gone
And the world may not know
Still I see you celestial

Like a lion you ran
A Goddess you rolled
Like an eagle you circled
In perfect purple
So how come things move on
How come cars don’t slow
When it feels like the end of my world?
When I should but I can’t let you go?

But when I’m cold, cold
When I’m cold, cold
There’s a light that you give me
When I’m in shadow
There’s a feeling you give me, an everglow

Like brothers in blood
Sisters who ride
Yeah, We swore on that night
We’d be friends ’til we died
But the changing of winds
And the way waters flow
Life as short as the falling of snow
And now I’m gonna miss you, I know

But when I’m cold, cold
In water rolled, salt
I know you’re always with me
And the way you will show
Cause you’re with me wherever I go
And you give me this feeling, this everglow

What I wouldn’t give for just a moment to hold
Yeah, I live for this feeling, this everglow
So if you love someone, you should let them know
Oh, the light that you left me will everglow